.October 18, 2005 ' 00:35 Y
hey everyone.. sorry for not blgging for the pass few days. i havent been in a good mood lately. i dont know whats happening to me. pms i think. yupp. maybe. its one of those days.. haha. ok. i shall start with sunday. sunday.. hhmmm. it was raining like whoah! and i was stuck at home. i couldnt go out cuz the rain was too heavy. so while waiting for the our friend rainy to stop, i had a new skin. :) after the rain, i went to meet puny and janan at tm. we were suppose to go pooling at bedok with bernard. but i was lazy to travel all the way there. so we stayed at tampines to window shop and take pictures!! some of the pics are already on either my friendster or sarah's. yupp. so to monday now.. isnt that today? yah la! lets see.. now is 1 a.m. so its something like monday la huh. what happen uh? oh ya! we had training!! and my arms are aching not due to training but due to baby carrying. i guess i carried angel for too long. haha nvm. very shiok the feeling. :) solid uh! hahaha i like today's training. coach barely scolded us. she was nice today in a way. so i guess today's training was fine. no complaints no grumbling. just nice. but we had some disruptions going on though. aiya.. but this kind of people.. might as well not waste time on them right? *tsk! we've tried our best to persuade them but nnnooo... they stilll refuse to listen to us. ok that was what that happen.. now to tell you guys why i've been down lately because.. aiya.. haii. *SIGH!* i dont know how to describe. i'm confused, lost, in love, scared, sad and suicidal anytime soon. i'm afraid to fall head over heels again. and i dont want to. argh!! irritating. lalalove life sucks! argh!!! i cannot tahan already. gonna "rain" soon. *nudge puny* (i need your shoulders!!) i guess thats it. till den so long & goodnight mortals!
i heart you.i love you.i miss you.i need you.i found you.i lost you.
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SITY KAY!